I spend my time looking at pictures when I am not earning money.
And this is what I find.
It's creative and shows the struggles.
And its for Self Harm Awareness.
I personally love this very much.
Sighs.
Yes my day is no different than last night.
Still shitty per usual.
Well this is all I wanted to put here.
So here ya go.

This is the worst night in awhile

This is the worst night I have had in a while. I just can't sleep and my mind is reeling over a million things at once. I've been eyeing my razors for the last hour but I don't want to do it. But my mind keeps telling me that I have to tear my arm apart.. I just don't know what to do anymore. It's getting harder and harder to distract myself.. its 12:13am and there is absolutely no one up to keep me occupied at all.. I hate this feeling so so much. 
I just.. I don't know how to deal with it anymore..  I have been listening to Bring Me The Horizon all day.. and all night. Because I just don't feel the need to listen to anything else but that.. It's really sad.. don't you think so? I certainly do... Oh man.. I don't know what to do anymore... Its just getting to me.. this anxiety doesn't help the matters any at all either. 
well I guess that's it.. or I will end up just repeating myself like a broken record...
Abigail...

New Blog

This is my newish blog. I have been on tumblr as blood-over-scars.
So I don't know why I am bothering with something like this.
Since no one is going to read it anyways.
whats the point really?
Whatever.
I guess its just another escape from life type deal. So there are going to be a lot of Triggering things on here. So if you get triggered, please do not read my stuff.
Thanks, Abigail.